I have to say, I'm so looking forward to ending my 6 month vacation with this new job. It's been a rough 6 months in my life, and I've gone through a good amount of emotional difficulties and stresses. But it's really true, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I feel like I've grown a lot during this "vacation", and I'm ultimately glad that I encountered all of the things I encountered. Life rocked the stability I've always had, and really forced me to deal with a lot of things. So here's to hoping a new start at a new job all works out well for me :)
I was talking to my roommate today who basically mentioned that he felt like he needed an adventure. To get out of this place and move somewhere else, to start anew. I do feel that myself to some degree, and I did what I could to encourage him to really start pursuing that if it's something he wanted to do. Yes, it would mean bad things for my current living situation, but I wouldn't mind getting out of here myself. I do have a problem where if I am stable and comfortable, I find it difficult to take chances... I often need something to shake me up a little and this would be one of those things. I've thought about doing various things, such as up and moving to a different state, buying a house here, or even taking one of those European coding jobs that I could possibly get. I dunno! All I know is at least for the next year while I work at this position, I'm staying put here in West Allis :) All it's going to take for me to really get ahead in my career is another solid year of experience on my resume, and that's what I hope to get at this new place.
Speaking of careers.. I really have to say I'm one lucky mofo. I started out doing Data Entry and basically worked myself into a field that has a LOT of opportunity, and I didn't have to take a single class, just show drive and initiative. Not many people can say that these days, and I thank jebus that I've been able to do this! I really think that I'm going to hold off on any sort of college like I'd planned in the past... there's just so much I could do with experience in this field, a field that I DO actually enjoy to some degree, for me to go to college and pursue something else. Because realistically, I still wouldn't even know what I'd want to go for. I can't say I'd ever planned to be into medical coding.. not even close.. but I figure if its something I don't completely hate, why the hell not stick with it. I've already got a good 3 years of experience under my belt.
In any case, I'm very excited about this new position. It's going to entail so much more than what I was doing in the past, and I'm thrilled that I have the opportunity. I just need to man up, be professional, and not get into the terrible habits I had in the past. I was fired for good reasons... I really thought that my career was going to be halted in its tracks and I'd have to start from square one. Thankfully, I have another chance at a significantly better position. I certainly will not waste this!
Next week is going to be my last week of "vacation".. Wednesday I have a pre-employment physical and drug test, Thursday I have to go to the corporate office and sign the papers to make everything nice and official. Other than that.. I'm taking it easy and doing a helluva lot of relaxing! I've also been frivolously spending money, which is bad, but hell.. I have a good chunk of change saved up that I figured I'd have to live on for the next few months, so why the heck not. After 6 months of watching every penny I spent, I might as well enjoy it by gorging on tasty food and buying stuff :P Hell, Ive actually started looking at new cars, and I'm thinking about picking up a used WRX in a few months. We shall see!
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